Saturday, July 31, 2010

tears in heaven

it's already 5.39 in the morning (GMT +8). I still can't sleep. Worst of all, I started to recall all my past. Too bad, or maybe, lucky for me, those memories, each and single one of them are still clear in my mind.

I miss those old days. Each stage of my life flashes thru my head. When I was just a kid, first day in school, first day in high school, leaving high school, entering university and more.

I miss those good days. I miss those people in my life. Some are still around, some have passed away. Tears do roll down my cheeks when those thoughts flashes thru my mind. Its like I'm reliving my life all over again. Things might have change alot, but if it weren't because of my past, I won't be here today.

I love my parents, my family, my loved ones, my friends. I miss everything. I miss everything that I've lost and couldn't regain back.

Thank you mom. Thank you dad. Thank you everyone. I love each and everyone of you. I love you.

Friday, July 30, 2010

happy friday day

yeah, it's Friday. The midterm break is almost over. Finally. haha
I've been so bored that I'd do just about anything not to feel.... bored. yeah. It's fucking boring as hell since I've nothing to do.

~No car
~No friends to hang with
~No this, no that. Haishh....

Well, no matter what, tomorrow's already Saturday and it's a brand new day. It's something to look forward to. I love a brand new day. There's always something mystery about it. Kononnya lar....

Okay okay, I wanna catch some Z's, bye bye

Monday, July 26, 2010

visual parade

sensory overload. miss those feelings. i love not being able to think about a single thing and let everything occurred by random.

when boredom strikes, I wish i was in a different place but ultimately, I'm just in need of a companion.

Oh, and today is Monday.
Hello Monday

Saturday, July 24, 2010

second base

today is such a tiring day. Went out with my girl, walking with no direction and returned home. Yet, I'm tired as hell I might as well sleep the whole day.

Fad, Afif and Ayep went out and didn't invite me, screw them. Next time, siap korang buat lagi macamtu.

and yeah, luckily I might say, I'm still stuck at second base. Haven't go the third base yet. haha :D
but it was a good 2nd base.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

monterrey

QT is over. well, at least the midterm is.
Now can sleep all day.
well, at least till the class tomorrow and i have to go to class again. haih :(